Finding Love and Healing Through Rainbows
Finding these rainbows isn't rocket science. It's more about being open to the possibility. Fear often speaks up, convincing us there are no rainbows on our path. Through learning trust and belief, there's always a rainbow waiting to be seen. Lately, I've noticed a common thread among clients feeling defeated. It reminds me of a memory from years back when I was engaged in a dance with a serenade, of the Muppet song, "Why are there so many songs about rainbows?" – a sweet reminder that, while Muppets might not be real, they sure make us feel real.
Holding Me Back
I followed the routine. Finished the dishes got on the floor to clear the glass, and then the clock spoke to me again. It was ticking. I sat on the floor and remembered the last time there was broken wine glasses on my kitchen floor. The night that turned into a weekend on that floor. Breaking every glass that I had slamming it at the clock until it broke and stopped working. That was back in 2006. That was the day I broke my inner clock and stopped time. That was the day I died inside. That memory was heavy. I will save the details for another time. Just know, it was painful. I am still amazed that I physically stayed alive. I can’t believe I was still carrying that dead weight around since then.